biblical reflection

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY-SIX

March 22, 2012 By Diana

Mark 8:27-9:1, Today’s New International Version

Jesus and his disciples went on to the villages around Caesarea Philippi. On the way he asked them, “Who do people say I am?”

They replied, “Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, one of the prophets.”

“But what about you?” he asked. “Who do you say I am?”

Peter answered, “You are the Messiah.”

Jesus warned them not to tell anyone about him.

He then began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests and the teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and after three days rise again. He spoke plainly about this, and Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him.But when Jesus turned and looked at his disciples, he rebuked Peter. “Get behind me, Satan!” he said. “You do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”

Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it. What good is it for you to gain the whole world, yet forfeit your soul? Or what can you give in exchange for your soul? If any of you are ashamed of me and my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will be ashamed of you when he comes in his Father’s glory with the holy angels.”

And he said to them, “Truly I tell you, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see that the kingdom of God has come with power.”

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There are two really important things in these words that I have never really seen before this instant.

Jesus is walking with his disciples, not yet on his way to Jerusalem and Holy Week, but getting ever closer.

And he asks them a key question – probably the most important question in all of scripture:

Who do you say that I am?

Peter jumps in with a blisteringly accurate and perceptive and even surprising response: “You are the MESSIAH!”

Peter? Is that really you?

Well, yes. It turns out it is. Peter the Blunderbuss is alive and well, as we shall very soon see.

Building on that answer, Jesus begins to teach his friends what it means to truly be the Messiah. And it doesn’t look at all like what Peter thought he meant.

Not.At.All.

So Peter takes it upon himself to lecture The Teacher – he rebukes him, the scripture tells us.

And catch it – right there, just a short little phrase – important thing number one:

But when Jesus turned and looked at the disciples…

It matters to Jesus that his friends know the difference between the truth and a lie.

That’s when he rebukes Peter.

That’s when he tells Satan to knock it off.

That’s when he begins to talk about the cross-shaped life.

That’s when he warns –

if you’re embarrassed by me now, in this life –

then I will be embarrassed by you when I come in glory.

Jesus sees right through to the heart of Peter’s critique, to the hard truth that Peter is embarrassed, and that he truly has no clue what the Jesus life looks like. And Jesus calls it like he sees it: Peter is talking lies…which is probably why he calls him Satan.

And important thing number two?

All of these words about taking up the cross and losing your life to gain it – they are said to an ever-larger group of people. Because right here in the narrative, Jesus opens wide the circle of listeners:

“Then he called the crowd to him along with the disciples…”

I had always pictured this as a two-way conversation – between Peter and Jesus.

But Jesus….

But Jesus…

does not will that ANY should be left out.

But Jesus…

wants those who follow him to grasp the true nature of that following.

But Jesus…

insists that the Kingdom life is the upside-down life, the back-to-front life, the are-you-sure-this-is-what-you-had-in-mind? life.

So…as we keep moving closer to that cross in our Lenten journeying, I wonder…

what about Jesus embarrasses us?

And….

how quickly do we see and name the lie?
And…
who else needs to be folded into the circle of good news?

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Not-always-so-gentle Savior, I thank you today for the fierceness I see in you here. For your determination to tell the truth, no matter the cost; for your desire that we should all hear it, name it, own it. Help me never to rebuke you out of embarrassment. Help me to embrace who you are and to welcome opportunities to participate in your upside-down invitation to give it all away.

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Cllimbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY-FIVE

March 21, 2012 By Diana

Genesis 50:15-26, Common English Bible

When Joseph’s brothers realized that their father was now dead, they said, “What if Joseph bears a grudge against us, and wants to pay us back seriously for all of the terrible things we did to him?” So they approached Joseph and said, “Your father gave orders before he died, telling us, ‘This is what you should say to Joseph. “Please, forgive your brothers’ sins and misdeeds, for they did terrible things to you. Now, please forgive the sins of the servants of your father’s God.” ’ ” Joseph wept when they spoke to him.

His brothers wept too, fell down in front of him, and said, “We’re here as your slaves.”

But Joseph said to them, “Don’t be afraid. Am I God? You planned something bad for me, but God produced something good from it, in order to save the lives of many people, just as he’s doing today. Now, don’t be afraid. I will take care of you and your children.” So he put them at ease and spoke reassuringly to them.

Thus Joseph lived in Egypt, he and his father’s household. Joseph lived 110 years and saw Ephraim’s grandchildren. The children of Machir, Manasseh’s son, were also born on Joseph’s knees. Joseph said to his brothers, “I’m about to die. God will certainly take care of you and bring you out of this land to the land he promised to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob.” Joseph made Israel’s sons promise, “When God takes care of you, you must bring up my bones out of here.” Joseph died when he was 110 years old. They embalmed him and placed him in a coffin in Egypt.

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The Joseph saga comes to an end with these verses.

And they’re quite a mixed bag of verses, seems to me.

Once again, they are filled with the criss-crossing emotions and experiences of family life, marked by both tenderness and frustration.

Bounded by deaths – Jacob’s recent one at the beginning and Joseph’s projected one at the end – these 12 verses hold a lot of our story in them.

We don’t quite trust the goodness of forgiveness a lot of the time.

We sometimes weep tears of despair over the failure of those closest to us to understand who we truly are.

We know – despite the many ways we try to deny this truth – that we are all in the process of dying.

We want our bones to land in the right place, too, don’t you think? Someone to care enough about us to carry us home, wherever that is.

But here’s where I most want to find similarity, to see myself in this passage. In these words of Joseph to his tear-splotched brothers:

“Don’t be afraid.

Am I God?”

Because I want to know –

I want to know – way down deep in both head and heart –

that I am not God,

that my recurring desire to act like I am

is a twisting of the truth that bears only bitter fruit,

that judgment of others, or even of myself, is not up to me.

Some people say that Joseph is a kind of pre-Jesus Jesus figure. And I can see that in parts of this long story. Maybe nowhere more so than here, with these words:

“You planned something bad for me, but God produced something good from it, in order to save the lives of many people…”

What happened to Jesus was bad – very bad, ugly, painful, humiliating. But from it came the greatest good the world has ever experienced – the lives of many people – SAVED – to live as forgiven, healed, whole persons…forever.

And that just cries out for yet another alleluia, don’t you think?

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You are the God of lost causes – and lost people. Thank you for this story of Joseph, for the real-life issues it deals with and for the beautiful way in which you worked through the rotten intentions of a band of brothers to bring salvation to many. It wasn’t exactly a cake-walk for Joseph – at least for a while. But he was able to say, “It’s all GOOD,” at the end of the day. Help me to say that, too, Lord. Especially when I look at some of the hard stuff in my own story. Help me to trust you – to trust that you are already working good even in the middle of the muddle. Thank you.

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY-FOUR

March 20, 2012 By Diana

Just a few scenes from my part of this glorious world that make me want to jump and shout. Let’s make today a day for jumping and shouting (quietly, of course {smile})

Psalm 100, English Standard Version

Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth!

Serve the Lord with gladness!
Come into his presence with singing.

Know that the Lord, he is God!
    It is he who made us, and we are his;
    we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. Enter his gates with thanksgiving,
    and his courts with praise!
    Give thanks to him; bless his name!

For the Lord is good;
his steadfast love endures forever,
and his faithfulness to all generations.

Psalm 100, The Message

On your feet now—applaud God! Bring a gift of laughter,
sing yourselves into his presence.

Know this: GOD is God, and God, GOD.
He made us; we didn’t make him.
We’re his people, his well-tended sheep.

Enter with the password: “Thank you!”
Make yourselves at home, talking praise.
Thank him. Worship him.

For God is sheer beauty,
all-generous in love,
loyal always and ever.

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I have a confession to make.

At this point in Lent, I am tired of Lent.

There. I’ve said it. I’ve put it in black and white (or black on blue on this particular blog).

Lent is long.

It’s intentionally long.

And it needs to be long.

It’s just that…well, I don’t do long very well sometimes.

Which, of course, is EXACTLY why I need Lent in my life.

BUT…today, I’m breaking a ‘rule.’

Yes, I am. Proud of it, too. (Well, very humbly proud – in the true Lenten spirit.)

During the days of Lent – most especially the six Sundays of Lent – the church abstains from alleluia.

That’s what I said.

NO alleluias during this journey to Holy Week.

The idea behind it is a good one, I think.

We’re not supposed to be depressed during Lent (though sometimes I think that’s what people believe), but we are supposed to be thoughtful, quieter than usual and to reflect on the cost of the cross.

The joyful resounding praises are to be stowed carefully away,
put into safe-keeping –

and then let loose with a loud AMEN on Easter Sunday morning.

And I LOVE Easter Sunday morning worship – with brass instruments, choirs (if you’ve got them), familiar hymns.

But…

right about now, I could really use a little bit of alleluia in my life.

How about you?

So today’s selection of devotional readings included Psalm 100 – one of my favorites for lots of reasons, not least of which is – ta da! – it’s short.

Short enough to memorize.

Or to put to song.

And many have done that over the centuries.

“Old 100th” is the familiar doxology tune and that’s a setting for this psalm.

“All People Who On Earth Do Dwell” is another familiar hymn with its roots in this psalm, to say nothing of a whole lot of praise choruses of the last 30 years or so.

But one of my very favorite settings is a choral one, for women’s voices, by Rene Clausen.

And I’m putting in a YouTube version (with no video – go figure!) for your listening and rejoicing pleasure.

It’s just FULL of alleluias.

And they go by very fast in lots of moving parts.

So, just for today, we’re going to let the alleluias out of their box and sing with the psalmist.

Because some days, you just gotta sing.

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Let this song be your morning prayer today. Close your eyes and let your heart sing along. (And don’t be afraid to join the applause at the end of this particular version – that’s the way Professor Peterson begins his paraphrase of this beautiful gem of a psalm and I think he’s right on target):

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY-THREE

March 19, 2012 By Diana

Mark 7:24-37, Common English Bible

Jesus left that place and went into the region of Tyre. He didn’t want anyone to know that he had entered a house, but he couldn’t hide. In fact, a woman whose young daughter was possessed by an unclean spirit heard about him right away. She came and fell at his feet. The woman was Greek, Syrophoenician by birth. She begged Jesus to throw the demon out of her daughter. He responded, “The children have to be fed first. It isn’t right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.” But she answered, “Lord, even the dogs under the table eat the children’s crumbs.”

“Good answer!” he said. “Go on home. The demon has already left your daughter.” When she returned to her house, she found the child lying on the bed and the demon gone.

After leaving the region of Tyre, Jesus went through Sidon toward the Galilee Sea through the region of the Ten Cities. Some people brought to him a man who was deaf and could hardly speak, and they begged him to place his hand on the man for healing. Jesus took him away from the crowd by himself and put his fingers in the man’s ears. Then he spit and touched the man’s tongue. Looking into heaven, Jesus sighed deeply and said, “Ephphatha,” which means, “Open up.” At once, his ears opened, his twisted tongue was released, and he began to speak clearly.

Jesus gave the people strict orders not to tell anyone. But the more he tried to silence them, the more eagerly they shared the news. People were overcome with wonder, saying, “He does everything well! He even makes the deaf to hear and gives speech to those who can’t speak.”

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Like the prickly cactus flower in the picture above it, the first story in Mark’s gospel reading for this Monday is sometimes tough to appreciate.

What on earth is this one about?

Try these ideas and see if anything grabs you:

Jesus is tired, maybe even a little bit cranky, and he takes a very deliberate break – heading away from Galilee into Gentile territory. He is trying to find some alone time…and this woman tracks him down.

The woman, even though a Gentile, is a True Believer, recognizing that even crumbs from the kingdom table contain richness, nourishment, indeed – the entire kit and caboodle.

Even when exhausted and depleted, Jesus enjoys and responds to a little word play, especially if such play indicates that the Light has dawned.

And even when he’s tired, spent, wrung out – even then – compassion rules in the heart and actions of Jesus.

Sometimes it is almost too easy to forget the humanity of Jesus, isn’t it?

ALL of the humanity of Jesus.

The truth that he got tired, that he sometimes felt overwhelmed by the demands placed upon him, that he could speak sharply when he was displeased or depleted.

This time the sharpness is directed at an unnamed Gentile woman instead of at the Jewish religious establishment. And somehow, that makes this story harder to hear, doesn’t it?

What I hang onto are these true things:

Jesus, like the God of the Old Testament, enjoys a good wrestle – this time with words.

Jesus, also like the God of the Old Testament (and the New), can heal with a word. Just a word.
Jesus, the Son of Man as well as the Son of God, knows our frame – he truly remembers that we are dust – and there is not one thing I feel that Jesus has not also felt.

And story number two?

Again, we’re in Gentile territory.

Again, people are pushing up against him, asking for help – this time for a deaf and speechless friend.

There are two details that stand our for me in this account –

* that Jesus took this man away from the crowd to interact with him individually, and

* that he looked to heaven and sighed deeply as he moved to the last stages of the healing process.

I’ve done my homework, in seminary and for the preaching process. So I’m fully aware that much of what is described in this small story is typical for ‘wonder-workers’ and ‘magicians’ in 1st century Palestine – the spitting, the incantation – taken together they constitute what might be called a magical formula by historians and sociologists.

But there are differences, too. Important ones, in my book. Jesus’ healing ministry is important – to him, to his followers, to those who are healed.

But it is not all that he is, not all of what he does.

These small details are part of what mark the difference:
He is not a grand-stander, not out for the acclaim, the performance.
And he is visibly shaken and grief-stricken by the pain and suffering of the human beings he meets. The healing flows from who he is; it does not define him.

Among so many other wonderful things, Jesus is a miracle-worker. And I believe in miracles. They may not always look like miracles to us and that’s part of the beauty of it.

Sometimes they come as word play…
and sometimes, they come with deep sighs.

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I thank you, Lord Jesus, that you have dropped a few crumbs my way over the years. And I thank you for these reminders that you truly did live as one of us, your days full of people and pushing, of groans and sighs. Open my ears and loose my tongue that I might hear and speak your love, your grace, your power to heal and transform. And cause me to sigh over the suffering I see and to look for ways to be part of the miracles you want to work in this place, this time.

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A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – FOURTH SUNDAY

March 18, 2012 By Diana

Ephesians 2:1-10, The Message

It wasn’t so long ago that you were mired in that old stagnant life of sin. You let the world, which doesn’t know the first thing about living, tell you how to live. You filled your lungs with polluted unbelief, and then exhaled disobedience. We all did it, all of us doing what we felt like doing, when we felt like doing it, all of us in the same boat. It’s a wonder God didn’t lose his temper and do away with the whole lot of us. Instead, immense in mercy and with an incredible love, he embraced us. He took our sin-dead lives and made us alive in Christ. He did all this on his own, with no help from us! Then he picked us up and set us down in highest heaven in company with Jesus, our Messiah.

Now God has us where he wants us, with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us in Christ Jesus. Saving is all his idea, and all his work. All we do is trust him enough to let him do it. It’s God’s gift from start to finish! We don’t play the major role. If we did, we’d probably go around bragging that we’d done the whole thing! No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join him in the work he does, the good work he has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing.

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How many times in my life have I forgotten the powerful truth of this passage?

Too many to count.

As a young Christian, busy with school, youth group, life –

I believed that somehow I could be my own savior…

if I just worked hard enough at it.

As a young (and not-so-young) mom,

I tried really hard to be my children’s savior,

working to ‘fix’ their lives.

As a sixty-something,

I’ve tried to fix my aging mom,

to figure out the next best thing to help her re-find herself, the mom I’ve known all these years.

And all the time,

I do battle with a deeply embedded works mentality

that shouts at me,

“DO more, serve more, read more, study more, pray more…”

But if I’m reading these words of Paul correctly,

most of the time I get the cart before the horse.

Ten verses here – and it’s only at the very last breath of them that anything at all is said about working.

The whole rest of this prose-poem is

about being,

about accepting the gift,

about God going ahead and preparing the way,

about the immensity of Love that sweeps away all my paltry efforts and says,

“Enough.

Relax.

See this beautiful package right here in my hands? I’ve picked it out especially for you,

wrapped it with beautiful human skin,

given it a heart big enough to hold the universe,

and here it is.

Just.For.You.”

Yes, indeed, there is good work for me to do – and for you, too.

But first comes the gift –

receiving it with humility,

savoring it,

leaning into it,

contemplating it,

saying thank you, thank you, thank you.

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Thank you, thank you, thank you, Lord God Almighty, for the gift of Jesus Christ, who came to rescue us from ourselves, to give us life and hope, and to strengthen us from the inside out for the good works you ask us to join you in doing. Oh, help me to keep things straight – gift first, work second. Remind me that Love comes first, always.

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY-TWO

March 17, 2012 By Diana

Genesis 47:27-48:7, The Message

And so Israel settled down in Egypt in the region of Goshen. They acquired property and flourished. They became a large company of people. Jacob lived in Egypt for seventeen years. In all, he lived 147 years.

When the time came for Israel to die, he called his son Joseph and said, “Do me this favor. Put your hand under my thigh, a sign that you’re loyal and true to me to the end. Don’t bury me in Egypt. When I lie down with my fathers, carry me out of Egypt and bury me alongside them.”

“I will,” he said. “I’ll do what you’ve asked.”

Israel said, “Promise me.” Joseph promised.

Israel bowed his head in submission and gratitude from his bed.

Some time after this conversation, Joseph was told, “Your father is ill.” He took his two sons, Manasseh and Ephraim, and went to Jacob. When Jacob was told, “Your son Joseph has come,” he roused himself and sat up in bed.

Jacob said to Joseph, “The Strong God appeared to me at Luz in the land of Canaan and blessed me. He said, ‘I’m going to make you prosperous and numerous, turn you into a congregation of tribes; and I’ll turn this land over to your children coming after you as a permanent inheritance.’ I’m adopting your two sons who were born to you here in Egypt before I joined you; they have equal status with Reuben and Simeon. But any children born after them are yours; they will come after their brothers in matters of inheritance. I want it this way because, as I was returning from Paddan, your mother Rachel, to my deep sorrow, died as we were on our way through Canaan when we were only a short distance from Ephrath, now called Bethlehem.”

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Family life is nothing if not fascinating. It is in the midst of family that all of us are forged and shaped, for good and for ill.

And one of the reasons I love our Holy Writ is that we get example after example of how true this is!

All the mixed up messiness of it.
All the glorious power of it.

And the story before us on this Lenten Saturday is liberally laced with the complex family threads found in the last three dozen chapters of Genesis.

The younger son getting the blessing rather than the elder

…shades of Jacob and Esau. (Genesis 25:19-27:40)

The deep sadness caused by the death of Rachel, the one true love of Jacob’s life

…despite the other three women who fathered ten of his sons. (Genesis 29:15-30:24)

The fact that Joseph is the recipient of Jacob’s dying wish, not one of the sons who has been with him all along

…decades after the coat of many colors. (Genesis 37:1-11)

The interchangeable use of the patriarch’s two names – Israel and Jacob

…stirring memories of a wrestling match on the banks of the Peniel River, where the long-awaited blessing finally arrived, along with a new name. (Genesis 32:22-32)

The re-counting of the promise of progeny and land

…the promise that came from the dreaming Jacob did on that stone pillow as he fled his brother’s anger. (Genesis 28:10-17)

The almost primordial urgency to be buried in the land of his fathers, the land that was promised with these words, heard in that dream:

“Know that I am with you and will keep you wherever you go and I will bring you back to this land…” (Genesis 28:15)

Think about all that has happened during the lifetime of Jacob:

scheming for the birthright and blessing;

fleeing for his life;

dreaming of ladders and angels and promises;

falling for the beautiful younger daughter and ending up with both sisters;

losing the wife he loved;

favoring her son to the near destruction of his entire family system;

traveling in his elderly infirmity to a strange land;

finding the loved son he thought was gone forever.

And you think your family has problems?

Yeah, your family probably does.
That’s what happens in families –

great and wonderful and life-giving things…

and hard and difficult and life-threatening things.

And God’s word is not shy about showing it all to us –

over and over again.

I don’t know about you, but that fact gives me a strange kind of hope –

hope that all is not lost,

no matter how bad it may look at any given moment in time.

Hope that God is at work,

redeeming the broken bits,

helping us to tell our family stories well,

sometimes in spite of ourselves!

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You have set us in families, Lord. And when they work well, families are such a great gift. Even when they don’t work well, though – you can redeem them, you can redeem us, turning our mourning into dancing. Help us to seek you there – in the middle of all the mess that comes from living in close quarters, in all the tangled up emotions and connections, the hurt feelings, the mystifying emotional highs and lows. Because even there, you are. Thank you.

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY-ONE

March 16, 2012 By Diana

1 Corinthians 9:16-27, The Message

Still, I want it made clear that I’ve never gotten anything out of this for myself, and that I’m not writing now to get something. I’d rather die than give anyone ammunition to discredit me or impugn my motives. If I proclaim the Message, it’s not to get something out of it for myself. I’m compelled to do it, and doomed if I don’t! If this was my own idea of just another way to make a living, I’d expect some pay. But since it’s not my idea but something solemnly entrusted to me, why would I expect to get paid? So am I getting anything out of it? Yes, as a matter of fact: the pleasure of proclaiming the Message at no cost to you. You don’t even have to pay my expenses!

Even though I am free of the demands and expectations of everyone, I have voluntarily become a servant to any and all in order to reach a wide range of people: religious, nonreligious, meticulous moralists, loose-living immoralists, the defeated, the demoralized—whoever. I didn’t take on their way of life. I kept my bearings in Christ—but I entered their world and tried to experience things from their point of view. I’ve become just about every sort of servant there is in my attempts to lead those I meet into a God-saved life. I did all this because of the Message. I didn’t just want to talk about it; I wanted to be in on it!

You’ve all been to the stadium and seen the athletes race. Everyone runs; one wins. Run to win. All good athletes train hard. They do it for a gold medal that tarnishes and fades. You’re after one that’s gold eternally.

I don’t know about you, but I’m running hard for the finish line. I’m giving it everything I’ve got. No sloppy living for me! I’m staying alert and in top condition. I’m not going to get caught napping, telling everyone else all about it and then missing out myself.

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Nobody can call the apostle Paul a slouch.

The man worked HARD. Whatever he did, he put his shoulder to it. Before the blinding light and the pleading voice of the Savior on the road to Damascus, Paul put that shoulder to eliminating all the followers of The Way – those Jews who chose to follow after Jesus of Nazareth.

After his own encounter with the resurrected Christ, all that energy shifted –

to life, rather than death;

to hope, rather than despair;

to winning the confidence and the hearts

of the people he met and mentored

rather than screaming accusations

at those he feared and mistrusted.

And this is what I love about the transforming work of Christ in the lives of those who choose to follow the Jesus Way: who we are is never lost; instead, we are deepened, enriched, stretched, and re-focused.

Paul doesn’t become a mild-mannered, laid-back kinda guy.

He is still Paul.

But he becomes a richer Paul,

an other-focused Paul,

a mentoring, life-giving Paul.

No more the bully,

the fear-mongerer,

the zealot with the murderous gleam in his eye.

Instead, he earnestly and passionately pursues people with the Good News, the message of hope and peace and joy that comes with Jesus alone.

He is a deeply changed Paul – but he is…

thanks be to God!…

still PAUL –

that uniquely crafted, gifted human person

created first in the mind of God,

then molded by the Spirit of Jesus

to look more and more like God’s original design.

Paul is willing

to go anywhere,

to do anything,

to become anyone

so that the life-changing Word can do its work in the lives of as many people as possible.

All of that drive, energy, intelligence, commitment, ability to work hard – all of it becomes a fine set of tools with which to ‘be all things to all people’ so that some might be saved. He runs the race well. Very well indeed.

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Sometimes, Lord, I think Paul has gotten a really bad rap. I see those rough edges, the ones that rub people the wrong way sometimes. But I also see so much heart, so much joy! Lord, I want to be wholehearted, I want to be a joy-bringer. As we wander through this Lenten wilderness, help me to trust that you’ll work with me – just exactly as I am at this moment. Encourage me to believe that you designed me, wacky as I am, and that your deepest desire is for ME TO BE ME, but a me that by some outrageous miracle, looks a whole lot like you, too. Wow. And thank you.

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A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day TWENTY

March 15, 2012 By Diana

Mark 6:30-46, Today’s New International Version

The apostles gathered around Jesus and reported to him all they had done and taught. Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”

So they went away by themselves in a boat to a solitary place. But many who saw them leaving recognized them and ran on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. So he began teaching them many things.

By this time it was late in the day, so his disciples came to him. “This is a remote place,” they said, “and it’s already very late. Send the people away so that they can go to the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat.”

But he answered, “You give them something to eat.”

They said to him, “That would take almost a year’s wages! Are we to go and spend that much on bread and give it to them to eat?”

“How many loaves do you have?” he asked. “Go and see.”

When they found out, they said, “Five—and two fish.”

Then Jesus directed them to have all the people sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups of hundreds and fifties. Taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks and broke the loaves. Then he gave them to his disciples to set before the people. He also divided the two fish among them all. They all ate and were satisfied, and the disciples picked up twelve basketfuls of broken pieces of bread and fish. The number of the men who had eaten was five thousand.

Immediately Jesus made his disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to Bethsaida, while he dismissed the crowd. After leaving them, he went up on a mountainside to pray.

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It was just one of those days.

You know the kind. You’ve poured yourself out, doing something you love to do but something which requires a lot of focused attention and interaction.

And you’re dead on your feet when you’re done.

The twelve are feeling like that – and Jesus sees it and suggests a remedy – a getaway, someplace quiet and isolated.

So off they go, clambering into a nearby boat, pushing off, relieved and gratified to be heading on retreat.

Maybe they should have guessed at what happened. They are now pretty fully immersed in ministry life – and this is what it looks like an awful lot of the time: needy people, 24/7.

And Jesus takes pity on the pushing, bustling crowd of them.

Several hours of teaching later, the disciples begin to wonder. So they decide to tell Jesus what is best.

“Send them home, Lord. That’s the best plan. Let’s be done for the day, okay?“

And his response absolutely, positively flabbergasts them:

Why should we send them away hungry?

YOU feed them.

Say what?

WE’RE supposed to order in for this crowd??

No need for that, Jesus says. Look around. All you need is right here.

And you know what?

He was right.

There is enough.
     There is more than enough.
          There is an abundance.
               There is an extravagant abundance.
                    There is more than they know what to do with.

Everyone is fed, everyone is full.
     The sheep found their shepherd,
          the apprentices learned an amazing lesson,
   and the shepherd?

He takes a hike.
Disciples – over there, in the boat.
Crowds – off you go, now it’s time to head home.
Jesus – up into the hills for prayer, refreshment, replenishment.

Everybody needs to be fed – even Jesus.

And there is always…always, more than enough.

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You are indeed our Shepherd, Jesus. You know us inside and out. You know when we need feeding – and you know exactly the kind of food we need and when we need it. Thank you that you don’t distinguish or compartmentalize or prioritize our hunger – whether it’s spiritual or physical, you care about it, you move to meet the need. Remind us that we, too, are to look around, to find the resources available to us, and to share them with the starving sheep we meet from day to day. Help us to remember that there is always, always… enough. Amen.
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And just because we are now at the halfway point on our Lenten Journey – and because I love these words so much, and because they fit today’s theme so very beautifully, I’m going to write them out for you in this space today. Because what we most deeply desire, what we need – is beyond our wants, beyond our fears. Oh, YES. We need a shepherd. Yes, indeed, we do.

These are the lyrics from a lovely musical version of the Shepherd’s Psalm, #23, by Marty Haugen. (You can find a link to a sung version of this lovely call-and-response if you click here and head over to look at the bottom of this post.)

Refrain: (sung first and after every verse)

Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life.

God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want,
I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love.
I walk by the quiet waters of peace.
Refrain
Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul,
you lead me by pathways of righteousness and truth,
my spirit shall sing the music of your Name.
Refrain
Though I should wander the valley of death,
I fear no evil, for you are at my side,
your rod and your staff, my comfort and my hope.
Refrain
You have set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred,
crowning me with love beyond my pow’r to hold.
Refrain
Surely your kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life;
I will dwell in the house of my God forevermore.
Refrain

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day NINETEEN

March 14, 2012 By Diana

Lilly, in her ‘rainbow fwetter,’ giving her friend Alice a big hug and kiss at her 2nd birthday party last month.

Genesis 45:1-15, Today’s New International Version

(Yesterday’s devotional reading list had TWO texts I wanted to wrestle with and reflect on, so I’m ‘cheating’ today by using the 2nd of those texts in this post. Back on schedule tomorrow – I promise!)

Then Joseph could no longer control himself before all his attendants, and he cried out, “Have everyone leave my presence!” So there was no one with Joseph when he made himself known to his brothers. And he wept so loudly that the Egyptians heard him, and Pharaoh’s household heard about it.

Joseph said to his brothers, “I am Joseph! Is my father still living?” But his brothers were not able to answer him, because they were terrified at his presence.

Then Joseph said to his brothers, “Come close to me.” When they had done so, he said, “I am your brother Joseph, the one you sold into Egypt! And now, do not be distressed and do not be angry with yourselves for selling me here, because it was to save lives that God sent me ahead of you. For two years now there has been famine in the land, and for the next five years there will be no plowing and reaping. But God sent me ahead of you to preserve for you a remnant on earth and to save your lives by a great deliverance.

“So then, it was not you who sent me here, but God. He made me father to Pharaoh, lord of his entire household and ruler of all Egypt. Now hurry back to my father and say to him, ‘This is what your son Joseph says: God has made me lord of all Egypt. Come down to me; don’t delay. You shall live in the region of Goshen and be near me—you, your children and grandchildren, your flocks and herds, and all you have. I will provide for you there, because five years of famine are still to come. Otherwise you and your household and all who belong to you will become destitute.’

“You can see for yourselves, and so can my brother Benjamin, that it is really I who am speaking to you. Tell my father about all the honor accorded me in Egypt and about everything you have seen. And bring my father down here quickly.”

Then he threw his arms around his brother Benjamin and wept, and Benjamin embraced him, weeping. And he kissed all his brothers and wept over them. Afterward his brothers talked with him.

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Don’t you just love reunions?

Well, here is one of the best ever.

Joseph,
     the over-confident,
          slightly obnoxious,
               Daddy’s boy –
     big-time dreamer,
          unwise teller of truth –
THAT Joseph,
     sold by his brothers, like an unwanted plaything –
     many years of long stories later,
that Joseph reveals himself to his brothers.

Those brothers –

the very ones who had betrayed him as a teenager;

the very ones who lied to their father, telling him Joseph was dead.

the very ones who have come, hats in hand, to beg for mercy

one.more.time –

these are the ones Joseph weeps over.

Yes, he has tested those brothers, wanting to be sure they have outgrown their violent past.

And they have passed every test.

So now – it all comes gushing out:
     “It’s me, guys!”
     “It’s all fine, guys.”
     “I know you meant it for harm – but God…”

“But GOD…”

Possibly the two most beautiful words in the English language.

Words that Joseph repeats and repeats,
     assuring his terror-stricken brothers that all is well.
     Things are as they should be,
          as God meant them to be –
               even as God had told him they would be,
                    those many eons ago, back in his dreaming days.

Ah, yes. Those dreams.

Never underestimate the power of a dream. Never.

For in many ways, it is dreams that power this entire story:
     Joseph’s dreams as a young boy, full of himself, babbling and bragging…
     Prisoners’ dreams which bring Joseph to the attention of powerful people…
     Pharoah’s dreams which bring the gift of an entirely new life to Joseph –
     the sold one,
          the falsely accused one,
               the imprisoned one,
                    the forgotten one –
now…the exalted one.

But most of all, this story is about GOD’S dream.

God’s dream of a people uniquely his own;

God’s dream to preserve them when famine strikes;

God’s dream for the salvation, healing and reconciliation of the entire human race through the choosing and the saving of that people…

a dream which is planted as a seed here in Genesis,

and then blooms into the beautiful Rose of Sharon, Jesus of Nazareth, whom we meet in the pages of the gospels.

Talk about a God-sized dream. Wow.

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O Dreaming God, thank you for planting your dream for our reunion with you deep in the heart of each one of us. And thank you for the story of Joseph – all of the story of Joseph – the hard parts, the scary parts, the exciting parts, the deeply satisfying parts. Help us to nourish our dreams, to test them and treasure them. And by your Spirit at work within us, empower us to live them. Amen.

Click here for day one of this series and an explanation of what it’s all about.

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word

A Lenten Journey: Climbing to the Cross – Day EIGHTEEN

March 13, 2012 By Diana

Mark 6:1-13, The Message

He left there and returned to his hometown. His disciples came along. On the Sabbath, he gave a lecture in the meeting place. He made a real hit, impressing everyone. “We had no idea he was this good!” they said. “How did he get so wise all of a sudden, get such ability?”

But in the next breath they were cutting him down: “He’s just a carpenter—Mary’s boy. We’ve known him since he was a kid. We know his brothers, James, Justus, Jude, and Simon, and his sisters. Who does he think he is?” They tripped over what little they knew about him and fell, sprawling. And they never got any further.

Jesus told them, “A prophet has little honor in his hometown, among his relatives, on the streets he played in as a child.” Jesus wasn’t able to do much of anything there—he laid hands on a few sick people and healed them, that’s all. He couldn’t get over their stubbornness. He left and made a circuit of the other villages, teaching.

Jesus called the Twelve to him, and sent them out in pairs. He gave them authority and power to deal with the evil opposition. He sent them off with these instructions:

“Don’t think you need a lot of extra equipment for this. You are the equipment. No special appeals for funds. Keep it simple.

“And no luxury inns. Get a modest place and be content there until you leave.

“If you’re not welcomed, not listened to, quietly withdraw. Don’t make a scene. Shrug your shoulders and be on your way.”

Then they were on the road. They preached with joyful urgency that life can be radically different; right and left they sent the demons packing; they brought wellness to the sick, anointing their bodies, healing their spirits.
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Such an interesting juxtaposition of Jesus-stories Mark has chosen to put here in the opening verses of chapter six.

Take another look at this phrase from the last paragraph –

“They preached with joyful urgency that life can be radically different; right and left they sent the demons packing…”

Lay that line out against another one, taken from the early part of this passage:

“Jesus wasn’t able to do much of anything there; he laid hands on a few sick people there and healed them – that’s all.”

What’s the difference between these two?

Why such dynamism in one story and the lack of it in the other?

Jesus brought his traveling band back to his hometown. And initially, he preached with power.

“Yeah, man!” say some of the neighbors. “That guy can PREACH! Who knew?”

But then those townsfolk think about it a little – often a bad sign. Because when we have second thoughts, we usually share them with others, right? And we can really do a number on people when we whisper about them in the corners of life.

“Hmmm…we knew that kid. Didn’t he live down the street and run around the village with our children? He acts like he’s got the answers to all the world’s problems! Who does he think he is?”

ZING.

And Jesus sees this for exactly what it is: prideful stubbornness. An inability to believe their own eyes and ears, an unwillingness to acknowledge that this nondescript carpenter could possibly have grown into a full-fledged prophet/teacher/miracle-worker.

And here’s the power-point-great-big-starred-item for me in this text:
     their own refusal to see
          led to…
     the shut-down of Jesus’ ability to work his healing power in their midst.

Talk about scary.

God has given us an incredible amount of power, hasn’t he?

Our refusal to see and to believe, our willful choice to say ‘no,’ seems to limit what God can do for us.

But you see what happens next?

Jesus blows right on by that town – he leaves and heads out to places where his ministry is welcomed.

And then…

Then he turns to his closest associates – the 12 disciples – and he pairs them up and he looks ’em in the eye and tells them they now have HIS authority and power to preach/teach/ heal/exorcise.

And he sends them out to do exactly that.

AND THEY DO IT!!

Who knew?

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Jesus, your story just gets curiouser and curiouser. Our attitudes, our choices can somehow limit what you will do for us? Well, that’s just plain mind-blowing. And if that weren’t enough – you follow that little tidbit up with this one: those guys – those 12 who were so much like we are, all squirrely and confused and inappropriate – you authorize them to do the wild kinda stuff you do?

Gulp. Does that mean we have that authority, too?

Lord, have mercy.

Click here for day one of this series and an explanation of what it’s all about.

Filed Under: biblical reflection, Lenten Journey, Wonderings in the Word