self-aggrandizement,
self-promotion.
that seek to quibble and quaver over fine points,
that imply he is out of turn,
out of place,
out of his element.
He will not be used.
He will not be distracted.
He will not be anyone but who he is.
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Nine times Paul uses some form of the word ‘comfort,’ both noun and verb.
That’s a lotta times in seven short verses, don’t you think? Maybe, just maybe, this is an important idea.
Maybe, just maybe, Paul knows that the church in Corinth – and the church anywhere, anytime – needs to see that word printed out a whole lotta times.
And seeing it here reminds me of that verse in the Shepherd’s Psalm – “thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me…”
The same word – but used in a way that makes me stop for a minute. Stop and wonder if maybe some of the ideas in that psalm might be applied to Paul’s writing – and to our own lives.
Most of us probably have a picture that springs to mind when we think of the word ‘comfort’:
a favorite spot/blanket/person;
a particular kind of food;
an activity that makes us feel better, inside and out;
a word or phrase that stills and centers us;
a hug – a pat on the back – a sympathetic face.
But I’m guessing our go-to picture probably does not include a ‘rod’ or a ‘staff.’
So that got me thinking. Maybe I’m stuck in my oh-so-comfortable rut when it comes to understanding just what this whole idea means. Maybe there are ways to be comforted that I’ve never dreamed of or experienced. Or maybe I have experienced them – but in a way I did not immediately recognize as comfort.
Maybe Paul is talking about things like:
a friend/spouse/mentor who can say to us, ‘enough’ – encouraging us to set a boundary/say ‘no’/stop for a while;
a verse/book/poem/video/movie/song/blog post that catches our eye, our ear and then our heart, reminding us there is ‘more to life than increasing its speed;’
a skilled listener, who can – just by sitting quietly and asking a careful question or two – help us to realize where we have taken a misstep and offer us the gentlest of course corrections.
Because sometimes I think we get so caught up in our own spinning wheels that we lose touch with the truth that we NEED comfort, we need someone to truly see us, to help us step out of the dis-comfort we’re drowning in without realizing it.
Sometimes we need the breath of the Spirit – often delivered to us through the presence of another human person – to blow fiercely enough to stop us in our tracks, to remind us that we’re creating a regular lifestyle addiction to overdoing everything.
Because sometimes the ‘trouble’ we find ourselves in is the result of…
our own driven-ness,
our inability to know our yeses well enough to say ‘no’ when we need to,
our eternal need to be needed.
Maybe that’s when we need the comfort of a rod and staff. Maybe that’s when we need a different way of experiencing the ‘comfort that abounds in Christ.’
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God of All Comfort, help us to keep our eyes open, our hearts pliable, our spirits willing to be comforted in exactly the way you desire us to be. And empower us, by the gracious breath of your Spirit, to be open to providing comfort – in all its permutations and colors – to others in need. For Jesus’ sake.
Jesus found a young donkey and rode on it, fulfilling the prophecy that said:
None.
Really looks like.
Mark 10:46-52, The Kingdom New Testament,
a contemporary translation by N.T. Wright
They came to Jericho. As Jesus, his disciples, and a substantial crowd were leaving the town, a blind beggar named Bartimaeus, the son of Timaeus, was sitting by the side of the road. When he heard it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to shout out, “Son of David! Jesus! Take pity on me!”
Lots of people told him crossly to be quiet. But he shouted out all the louder, “Son of David – take pity on me.”
Jesus came to a stop. “Call him,” he said.
So they called the blind man.
“Cheer up,” they said, “and get up. He’s calling you.”
He flung his cloak aside, jumped up and came to Jesus.
Jesus saw him coming. “What do you want me to do for you?” he asked.
“Teacher,” the blind man said, “let me see again.”
“Off you go,” said Jesus. “Your faith has saved you.” And immediately he saw again, and he followed him on the way.
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It is a motley crew making its way up the road to Jericho. Very soon, they will be on the very outskirts of Jerusalem.
And we will, too.
Tomorrow is Palm Sunday, the beginning of Holy Week, the last week of our journey through Lent.
And I can’t think of a better story to mark this important transition time than the one we’ve got right here, the one about Bartimaeus.
Who is kind of a hero of mine. I really like this dude. He is bold to the point of pushiness and he definitely knows what he wants and goes for it.
And he wants Jesus.
He wants Jesus to see him so that he can see Jesus.
That’s how deep and real his faith is, his belief that Jesus of Nazareth is the one who can rescue him from darkness.
Even Jesus acknowledges this truth, declaring him ‘saved,’ or healed, without so much as a touch. No mud. No saliva. No special word. Just a declaration, a fait accompli.
Maybe that’s why the early church adapted this man’s prayer and offered it as a balm, an ever-ready invitation into the very presence of God: the Jesus Prayer.
It is my go-to prayer every single day, usually several times a day. The words are so true, so calming, so immediate.
And it goes like this:
Big breath in: “Lord Jesus Christ”
Big breath out: “Son of God”
Big breath in: “Have mercy on me”
Big breath out: “a sinner.”
Or it can be shortened to the simple words, “Lord, have mercy.” There is something calming and centering about these words, this intentional focus on the Savior and our overwhelming need for mercy.
Bartimaeus received that and more. His answered prayer changed his life forever; he picked up his beggar’s bowl and threw in his lot with the carpenter-teacher from the north. For he followed him on the way, the scripture tells us.
He followed him on the way.
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Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner. That says it all, Lord, all that I want and need to say today. You are the Lord, I am the sinner, and mercy is what brings us together. Touch my eyes today, and walk with me that I might offer the mercy I have received to all those I meet, in Jesus’ name and for Jesus’ sake. Amen.
Moses left Pharaoh and the city and stretched out his arms to God. The thunder and hail stopped; the storm cleared.
And all I can do is fall on the mercy of God and cry out for forgiveness.
And beg for a serious course correction!
2 Corinthians 3:7-18, New Living Translation
Since this new way gives us such confidence, we can be very bold. We are not like Moses, who put a veil over his face so the people of Israel would not see the glory, even though it was destined to fade away. But the people’s minds were hardened, and to this day whenever the old covenant is being read, the same veil covers their minds so they cannot understand the truth. And this veil can be removed only by believing in Christ. Yes, even today when they read Moses’ writings, their hearts are covered with that veil, and they do not understand.
We join with hundreds and thousands and millions of others – around the world and across time.
And we go with Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, the divine/human one who bent low that we might be brought high.
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They are NOT getting it…
They’re moving ever closer to Jerusalem and Jesus is intent on teaching them the true meaning of the Kingdom of God.
But…they’re clueless.
…they seem to be spending the bulk of their time pushing and shoving and jostling, getting themselves into a heated discussion about who among them will be ‘the greatest.’
You get to be first by…being last.
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